Most of you are aware , I’m a Massachusetts gal . Masshole through and through .
3 years ago Boston was attacked by 2 cowardly brothers at the Boston Marathon . So many people hurt and maimed and in the end , 4 souls lost . Boston is not to be messed with , we literally shut the city down to find these assholes . And they did . And while only 1 of them is answering for their heinous crimes , thousands have risen above with their courageous will, to show that we will not be brought down by hatred .
All this being said , yesterday was Marathon Monday here in Boston . Since I started working out , every Marathon Monday , the workout has a running element . Yesterday was no different , but in so many ways – for me – it was .
We all know my struggles with running . Since I resumed working out this year , I haven’t run . I’ve been rowing instead . But how could I not run in Marathon Monday ? So , I figured , I gotta run .
The workout was great .
It was an Amrap in 26.2 mins . I completed 3 rounds ( def went over time, but not by much)
4 wall climbs – can I just tell you ? I got up there ! I didn’t think I would be able to move my legs up the wall . Now , of course , I wasn’t flush up the wall or able to move my hands back , but hot damn ! I was on the wall ! And it wasn’t even the struggle I remember . Victory
18 wall balls – I don’t even know what weight I had , but these seem to come easier to me than they did before . Still hard , don’t get me wrong , but I keep moving.
16 Burpees – these were modified , but even then , these were still hard for me
26 lunges – I having some knee issues lately, my best guess is all this weight has caught up with me, I just need to work at it and get the weight off. I am sure they will stop bothering me. Anyways, I did reverse lunges on the TRX. And while modified, man did those kill.
Then – you guessed it. dun dun dunnnnnnn…….. THE RUN
The run was 200 m . I completed the first one. Slow and Steady , not really a run, or a jog, but faster than a walk. I was almost back when my calves started burning which was always my issue. So, the next 2 runs, it was modified, so it was almost 200 m, prob more like 175 or 150. Anyways, I had to do it. As I am there dying, trying to not stop, all I could think about was there were people who literally lost limbs completing the marathon. Folks who lost so much in the bombing and they are running 26 miles, and my fat ass can’t even jog 200 meters? Sweet Baby Jesus. I suck. Between that and my ” Just Keep Swimming ” mantra, I finished. 3 runs, 3 rounds. And I did not stop. I think that was the part that I was the most ” like wow” about . I completed each “run” without walking. For me, this is GINORMOUS. Freaking Huge.
I was really thinking about this as I was doing the workout. This time around, I feel like all these moves are coming easier to me. Even with the modifications, maybe that’s why. Its still a struggle to do things, and honestly, I hope it always is, as I get better , more fluid with it and able to do things fully . I feel so much more accomplished this time around. Even Coach Jane was saying I am more confident.
And I really am. Weird for me. To be confident in anything is quite different for me. I have the worst self esteem and always have. I think the worst of myself. I am working on it. Working on me. And truth be told, I kinda like who I am right now and where I am going. I’m trying and I guess that is the best I can do .
Gotta keep at it! Looking forward to Lift Day on Wednesday!