Back in the saddle….again

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I am not sure how many times you can get ” Back in the Saddle” but hey, I ‘m willing to keep getting in and falling out as long as it takes to get me where I am going.

I am coming off of a month that had no gym.  My back was bad and my knees have been killing me.  But honestly, I am convinced my knees are just because I am such a fat ass at the moment. So, I gots to move .  I know , I know broken record. But hey, its my record and I will play it as many times as needed 🙂

So, I am returning to the gym tomorrow and so happy! It will be lift day .  Hooray ! No better day to get back at it. Fresh start. Fresh month.

On an even more positive note, today marks 3 months flare up free.  3 months!!! No issues, no soreness, no rash.  While there are still no answers to my mystery illness, I am so freaking thankful that I am able to live my life again, free from the bullshit I was dealing with.   I cannot tell you just how much things have changed for the better over the last few months with my health.  I am okay with the fact that I am undiagnosed.  I am happy I got out of my funk and took the leap of faith and gave Plexus a shot.  I am not going to turn the blog into a Plexus infomercial, but man, this shit is awesome!

I noticed today that I have to keep pulling my pants up.  One of the things folks have told me about Plexus and the Triplex is that you lose inches, not pounds on it.  See  you later inches!!! And that is not even why I take it!!!! Another happy bonus.

 

Check back later this week to see how I survive lift day tomorrow!

 

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Haters Step Off!

I have done some amazing things on this journey. Well, things I feel are amazing.  I have been at this now since March and I feel great.  I have gotten wonderful compliments and feedback from so many people.  But as soon as I said I was doing a 5K, things changed.  People in my gym have been nothing but extremely supportive, but people outside of the gym, and even some family have not been.  The other day was the last straw, so I took to the Less Thighs More Thunder Facebook Page and posted a little rant.  For those who are not on Facebook, here is what I wrote :

I am pumped and terrified about my first 5k. But let me say this – I am adult, I know my body and I, above anyone else know what I can do. So what on Gods green earth makes people think I am NOT ready for this?!?! Yes, I am over weight, yes, I am a slow runner, yes, its gonna take me a while, but so help me, if I hear one more time… ” You sure you can do this? You sure you want to do this? Are you really sure?” I am gonna drop kick someone! Ugh! Have faith people! I HAVE GOT THIS!!! ….. i feel better now”

It was driving me nuts – to keep having people ask me if I am ready, if I think I can do it. I didn’t understand why all of of sudden people were thinking I Couldn’t do it.   I was just really bothered by it. The last comment I got was from my grandfather, now , granted he is almost 90 years old but after it infuriated me, it made me think.  I started talking about it with my oldest and his response when I asked him about it was ” Aren’t you jumping the gun just a bit?” I asked him why he said that.  He said, “shouldn’t you do a 3k first? ” I explained that I have already run farther than 3k.  He said ” Oh”.  Then it dawned on me, these people have no idea what I have done or what I am capable of.  The folks in class, they see me, they are are also doing it themselves, everyone else, just has to take my word for it, that I can do it.  I guess my 33 lbs weight loss isn’t convincing enough.

So, my 5K is a week from today. I know I can do a 5k. I know I can , but I have yet to run that far. So, yesterday, one of my friends from the gym and I set out to run Lake Quannapowitt in Wakefield  My goal was to do at least 2 1/2 miles. It was rough for me, but running with someone, definitely helps someone like me.  My friend Christel was an awesome running partner.   By the time we were done, I had run my own 5k! I just kept going and in the end, I freaking did it!

I gotta admit, I  was so overcome that I actually did it, I cried.

I squished the haters! I was victorious!

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 I am going to finish my race next week, I am not going to let anyone hold me down.  I got this!

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